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Hello someone out there. do you know that karma is exists? and it still does? just because now is not like the old days. doesn't mean that karma doesn't exist. what goes around,comes back around. and that's how everything goes. you did such thing to us & sooner or later that will happen to your life too. suffer. yes i'm suffering. i may don't show it. i may not showing my sadness. as i write this post, i'm thinking about how much tears we've dropped. and how much headache we have had. you take what isn't yours. you take what is mine since first. and i believe that someday, someone will do things you've done to us. It is 3 weeks to go before my final exam. you know what it means? it means, i have to focus more & study harder and harder. but, what do i suppose to do when things getting harder like this? it gives me headache! I'm afraid i'll not having the opportunity to live where i live in, in next year. they said, there's nothing we can do here after all of this. it's okay for me. i'll start a new life then. but i'll be hard, because all the 15 years i've spent here are unforgettable. it's hard to forget it. I don't know why, but i'm still hoping that things will just turn out better. i mean, get things back to their place. get back mine. give me what's mine and give them what's theirs. Jealously? it brings you to nothing. everyone has been hated and hating. so please stop the hatred right now, in this place. back to myself, it'd be hard to stop hating on them. but, i have the rights to hating or disliking them. because of what they have done to me and to my beloved people. for making us in such a pain. suffering. crying. i have the rights to give back you gave to me. to do things you've done to us. but, if i do the same like you did. doesn't it make me just like you? and no, i'll let karma hits you in the face then you'll realize how hurt it was. I'm tired to crying deep inside of me. everytime i wake up, i always think " Ok, i'm still in this place and everything will be better" . everyday i'm hoping and everyday i'm disappointed.  ►Big Time Rush - Worldwide  |  |
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