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How am i supposed to forget about you? The one that i always think about, every time. every night. in every spare time i have. It's sad that the relationship or this one-sided love between you and i are going to end. It's scary to think that in less than 10 months, you're going to leave me and leave this city. And i don't even know, when are you going back? I'm 99.99% sure that you don't love me back, but it's the 0.01% that keeps me going. Some people are meant to fall in love with each other, but not meant to be together. It's definitely you and I. Like, okay i really shouldn't fall for you in the first place. The first time i met you.I wish I had the courage to tell you that I love you and the strength to hear your answer. I'm so stupid for wanting something i can't never have. I know that, nothing is impossible. But, if you judge a fish for its ability to climb you'll spend your whole life wondering. It's just the same as me. I'm kind of creating scenarios about what love life me and him are going to have if we're together. it's funny how i'm so stupid to think that way. Actually, i spent my school time today wondering about him and thinking about him. I was like "Ok, when was the first time i met him? And where was it? Then i think about how could i fell in love with him?" So, then i've come to a confused feeling. I think like, he's going to move from here soon! There's no chance for you. Stop chasing after him, i think. But then i think, nothing is impossible. But, if i can't make it with him. I mean, if i can't be his gf or at least make him like me back. then, it'll leave a scar for me. I know i'm just a kid and it's so shameful to talk about this kind of thing. But, ok. I'm thinking about him everyday, everynight, every time i wake up from my sleep. It's like, he's everywhere. But right, i want to focus for my study for now : ) So have a good night sleep ;*  |  |
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